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Hole in the Ground
(Havrilla/Slowik)
you're taking vitamins with vodka
& cryin' a little less each day
you've finally got the curtains open
to let a little light your way
you're finally pickin' up the phone
& talking more about your pain
uncertainty's led to misery
until the blindfold slipped away
you can't fall farther when you're down
your feet are stuck in the hole in the ground
lies seem to have dug it a little deeper
now scared you're scratching all around
you've found security with strangers
they can't get too close & it's safe
you've tried again to pop the surface
to let a little truth your way
you can't define a friend or foe
no help from anyone you know
misery's left upon the shelf
when you don't want to know yourself
you can't fall farther when you're down
your feet are stuck in the hole in the ground
lies seem to have dug it a little deeper
you've got to pull yourself out
you've got to pull yourself out
you've got to pull yourself out
you can't fall farther when you're down
your feet are stuck in the hole in the ground
lies seem to have dug it a little deeper
you can't fall farther when you're down
your feet are stuck in the hole in the ground
lies seem to have dug it a little deeper
lies seem to have dug it a little deeper
lies seem to have dug it a little deeper
lies seem to have dug it a little deeper
lies seem to have dug it a little deeper
USE ME
(Havrilla/Slowik)
come on baby use me
come on baby use my love
whenever you are lonely
I'm the one you want
whenever you are all alone
whenever you are lost
wherever you are out there
and you want to get off
whenever you are feeling strange
whenever you are weak
and you don't know how to find release
just remember me
come on baby use me
come on baby use my love
whenever you are lonely
I'm the one you want
come on baby choose me
come on baby call me up
whenever you are lonely
I'm the one you want
whenever you want- close those eyes
whenever you are near
and you know that you can break right through
use the voice you hear
come on baby use me
come on baby use my love
whenever you are lonely
I'm the one you want
come on baby choose me
come on baby call me up
whenever you are lonely
I'm the one you want
come on baby use me
come on baby use my love
whenever you are lonely
I'm the one you want
VELOCITY
(Havrilla/Slowik)
you're going down a one way street
& you're heading right towards me
& I can't believe the velocity
no I can't believe the velocity
I've got a little private world
where I hide my fears & my vices swirl
& I don't know what you hope to see
no I don't know what you hope to see…in me
YOU PRESS YOUR PATH FULL SPEED AHEAD
CRASH INTO ME TILL YOU GET YOUR WAY
CURIOSITY IS NOW THE DRUG FOR ME
so now we're trapped in reality
will lines be crossed with us on our knees
& we can't believe the velocity
no we can't believe the velocity
you've broken thru my strongest wall
now stand exposed to take it raw
& we don't know what we hope to see
no we don't know what we hope to see
YOU PRESS YOUR PATH FULL SPEED AHEAD
CRASH INTO ME TILL YOU GET YOUR WAY
CURIOSITY IS NOW THE DRUG FOR ME
YOU PRESS YOUR PATH FULL SPEED AHEAD
CRASH INTO ME TIL YOU GET YOUR WAY
CURIOSITY IS NOW THE DRUG
YOU PRESS YOUR PATH FULL SPEED AHEAD
CRASH INTO ME TIL YOU GET YOUR WAY
CURIOSITY IS NOT THE DRUG
BLINDERS
(Havrilla)
never tried to be like the t.v people
always wanted to be like my favorite teacher
yeah, try to find me
always looking to spread my own new wings and
fall into the blue to try to find me
yeah, try to find me
yeah, try to find me
every other day was a new adventure
some enchanted weight still pressed on my shoulders
yeah, reaching for the seam
always leaving me with some things unanswered
reaching for the seam to try to tear free
yeah, try to tear free
yeah, try to tear free
yeah, try to tear free
PRESUME ENOUGH YOU'LL LOSE YOUR WAY
EXCLUDE ENOUGH YOU'LL FEEL EMPTY
BLINDERS ONLY LET YOU SEE
THE IN-BETWEEN, IT'S NOT
GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME
AND MY LIFE, WHY DO WE DRAW THE LINE…
searching through the gray of a finished story
peeking at the page with the "winning" line, you
always have to believe
always have to be one step just ahead and
able to believe life's not outsmarted you
yeah, not outsmarted me
yeah, not outsmarted me
yeah, not outsmarting me
v PRESUME ENOUGH YOU'LL LOSE YOUR WAY
EXCLUDE ENOUGH YOU'LL FEEL EMPTY
BLINDERS ONLY LET YOU SEE
THE IN-BETWEEN, IT'S NOT
GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME
AND MY LIFE, WHY DO WE DRAW THE LINE…
PRESUME ENOUGH YOU'LL LOSE YOUR WAY
EXCLUDE ENOUGH YOU'LL FEEL EMPTY
BLINDERS ONLY LET YOU SEE
THE IN-BETWEEN, IT'S NOT
GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME
AND MY LIFE, WHY DO WE DRAW THE LINE…
I DON'T MIND
(Havrilla)
I don't mind
when you say
what's on your mind
what's on your mind, tell me
I don't mind
when you stay
& keep me up all thru the night
telling me what isn't right
CAN YOU REACH THRU ALL OF YOUR SUFFERING
AND FIND A PLACE THAT YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING
PUT AWAY THE PAST MISGIVINGS
AND START TODAY
I don't mind
when you say
what's on your mind
what's on your mind, tell me
I don't mind
when you stay
& keep me up all thru the night
telling me what isn't right
CAN YOU REACH THRU ALL OF YOUR SUFFERING
AND FIND A PLACE THAT YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING
PUT AWAY THE PAST MISGIVINGS
AND START TODAY
CAN YOU REACH THRU ALL OF YOUR SUFFERING
AND FIND A PLACE THAT YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING
PUT AWAY THE PAST MISGIVINGS
AND START TODAY
START TODAY
REALLY REALLY GOOD KISS
(Havrilla)
so you think you can rock my world
with one good kiss
yeah, it was a really really good kiss
but do you think that you can follow it
you think I'm gonna let you know just how
you screwed up my world
when you came after me &
came at me hard
& just went for it
you think I'm gonna give
and give up what I have & what I live
but it was a really really good kiss
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THIS
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THIS
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THIS
but it was a really really good kiss
bliss or isn't it
either way you look at it
spellbound misery because I can't
do a thing but think about possibilities
you think I'm gonna give
and give up what I have & what I live
but it was a really really good kiss
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THIS
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THIS
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THIS
the right thing & the hardest thing are always the same
the right thing & the hardest thing are always the same
what will I choose to be
a ho, down, turn around simpleton is that me
who lost their head and lost their nerve
excusing herself to be free
why the hell did you have to kiss me
you think I'm gonna give
and give up what I have & what I live
you think I'm gonna give
and give up what I have & what I live
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THIS
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THIS
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THIS
but it was a really really good kiss
but it was a really really good kiss
but it was a really really good kiss
RIDE
(Havrilla)
I'll take you for a ride
& I'll do all the driving
you forget about the path
you forget about the time
you forget about everything behind & just ride
I'll take you for a spin
all you have to do is hop in
you forget about your hurt
you forget about your job
you forget about everything for now
& just ride
just ride
you will not be free
hanging on to things
that hold you back & hurt
that question all your worth
that make you feel afraid
take these words from me
I've been there & seen
the good against the bad
the truth is sometimes sad
& life can be so crazed….so crazed
I'll take you for a ride
I'll do all the driving…
you will not be free
hanging on to things
that hold you back & hurt
that question all your worth
that make you feel afraid
take these words from me
I've been there & seen
the good against the bad
the truth is sometimes sad
& life can be so crazed….so crazed
I'll take you for a ride
I'll do all the driving…
FOOTHOLD
(Havrilla)
you thought you'd
find the answers - when you moved away
I said you're taking
us for granted - your friends & family
so don't overlook your surroundings
don't go away…
YOU TORE YOUR ROOTS FROM THE GROUND
BLEW A LITTLE OUT OF CONTROL
YOU WERE LET DOWN SO DAMN LOW
FIGHTING FOR A NEW FOOTHOLD
you bounced back you
found direction - in another way
I guess I'll take back my
doubt & suspicion - if you're really on your way
so don't overlook your surroundings
don't go away...
YOU TORE YOUR ROOTS FROM THE GROUND
BLEW A LITTLE OUT OF CONTROL
YOU WERE LET DOWN SO DAMN LOW
FIGHTING FOR A NEW FOOTHOLD
ooh, yeah, yeah, fighting for a new foothold, yeah
ooh, yeah, yeah
oh please don't overlook your surroundings, don't go away
don't overlook your surroundings, don't go away
CAUSE' YOU TORE YOUR ROOTS FROM THE GROUND
BLEW A LITTLE OUT OF CONTROL
YOU WERE LET DOWN SO DAMN LOW
FIGHTING FOR A NEW FOOTHOLD
YOU TORE YOUR ROOTS FROM THE GROUND
BLEW A LITTLE OUT OF CONTROL
YOU WERE LET DOWN SO DAMN LOW
FIGHTING FOR A NEW FOOTHOLD
ooh, yeah, yeah, found a new foothold, yeah
ooh, yeah, yeah
WIRE
(Havrilla/Slowik)
I can hear your smile thru the telephone
I can feel your warmth thru the wire
I can almost taste your moving lips
I feel alive I feel alive I feel alive
though the miles are keeping us limited
and our lives keep moving like a wildfire
there's a sense of freedom & a sense of peace
cause I know you're standing there right behind me
cause I know you're standing there right behind me
yeah I know you're standing there for me
I HAVE TO ASK IS THIS A NEVER ENDING CYCLE
OR THE WAY I'M SUPPOSED TO LIVE & LOVE
CAUSE ONCE AGAIN IT'S AN EMPTY BED, AN EMPTY BOTTLE , EMPTY HEAD
BUT YOUR WORDS ECHO, REMIND ME I'M NOT DEAD
I can hear you tire as the hours grow late
words fading thru the static in the void
let you drift away & dream with me
until awakened by the power of a voice
until awakened by the power of a voice yeah I'm awakened by the power of your voice
I HAVE TO ASK IS THIS A NEVER ENDING CYCLE
OR THE WAY I'M SUPPOSED TO LIVE & LOVE
CAUSE ONCE AGAIN IT'S AN EMPTY BED, AN EMPTY BOTTLE , EMPTY HEAD
BUT YOUR WORDS ECHO, REMIND ME I'M NOT DEAD
NO YOUR WORDS ECHO, REMIND ME I'M NOT DEAD
I HAVE TO ASK IS THIS A NEVER ENDING CYCLE
OR THE WAY I'M SUPPOSED TO LIVE & LOVE
CAUSE ONCE AGAIN IT'S AN EMPTY BED, AN EMPTY BOTTLE , EMPTY HEAD
BUT YOUR WORDS ECHO, REMIND ME I'M NOT DEAD
NO YOUR WORDS ECHO, REMIND ME I'M NOT DEAD
NO, YOUR WORDS ECHO, REMIND ME I'M NOT DEAD
NO, YOUR WORDS ECHO, REMIND ME I'M NOT
DREARY
(Havrilla)
she's locked up
dried up
tired of being so slumped
tired of feeling so tired
& tired of being blue
she wants a new life
new smile
driving her to lose her mind
driving her to fall behind
& driving her wild
she's not gonna make it
she's changing everything
not really for herself
just so she can fit in
TIRED OF NOT BEING TRUE
TIRED OF FINDING HER MOOD
IT'S ALL JUST A MATTER OF
WHAT YOU WILL DO
WHEN EVERYTHING GETS TO YOU
it gets dreary, deary
so dark
when you're weary
so dark when you've got nothing
to lighten up your groove
try to hold tight
no fright
crawling each day towards the light
crawling each day for the fight
that lingers in your soul
she's not gonna make it
she's changing everything
not really for herself
just so she can fit in
TIRED OF NOT BEING TRUE
TIRED OF FINDING HER MOOD
IT'S ALL JUST A MATTER OF
WHAT YOU WILL DO
WHEN EVERYTHING GETS TO YOU…
she's not gonna make it
she's changing everything
not really for herself
just so she can fit in
TIRED OF NOT BEING TRUE
TIRED OF FINDING HER MOOD
IT'S ALL JUST A MATTER OF
WHAT YOU WILL DO
WHEN EVERYTHING GETS TO …
TIRED OF NOT BEING TRUE
TIRED OF FINDING HER MOOD
IT'S ALL JUST A MATTER OF
WHAT YOU WILL DO
WHEN EVERYTHING GETS TO …
WHEN EVERYTHING GETS TO …
WHEN EVERYTHING GETS TO …
WHEN EVERYTHING GETS TO YOU
SUPERSTAR
(Havrilla/Slowik)
there's my life over here there is your love over there
and I am caught in the middle with my eyes closed
run thru the motions everyday & reasons why you'd stay
but I fold
but I fold
there is trouble ahead & skeletons behind me
and I'm caught on this thin ice that's about to break
there is moonlight above but no one watching me
so I skate
so I skate
WILL I BE WHO I AM
WILL I SEE WHO YOU ARE
WILL I BE WHO I AM
YOUR SUPERSTAR
there is green grass on that other side but yeah so what
I am caught on this fence that is clinging to my legs
be the one to push me pull me talk to me
so I break
so I break
WILL I BE WHO I AM
WILL I SEE WHO YOU ARE
WILL I BE WHO I AM
YOUR SUPERSTAR
superstar superstar superstar
superstar superstar superstar
superstar superstar…
WILL I BE WHO I AM
WILL I SEE WHO YOU ARE
WILL I BE WHO I AM
YOUR SUPERSTAR
WILL I BE WHO I AM
WILL I SEE WHO YOU ARE
WILL I BE WHO I AM
YOUR SUPERSTAR
WAITING
(Havrilla)
I can't make you love this I can't make it go away
the drive inside to prosper & the drive inside to try another day
well I think I know what pushed me & I think I know its real
& I think that I will be ok once I realize this is ok to feel
DO YOU REMEMBER THE WAITING AFTER ALL THESE YEARS
DO YOU RECALL HOW UNCERTAINTY HAD MADE YOU FEEL…
well I put my fist right thru the mirror just the other night
cause that mirror was a cold & cruel reflection of my cold & cruel life
well I think I know what pushed me & I think I know its real
& I think that I will be ok once I realize this is ok to feel
DO YOU REMEMBER THE WAITING AFTER ALL THESE YEARS
DO YOU RECALL HOW UNCERTAINTY HAD MADE YOU FEEL…
I STILL REMEMBER THE WAITING AFTER ALL THESE YEARS
I STILL RECALL HOW UNCERTAINTY HAD MADE ME FEEL…..
DO YOU REMEMBER THE WAITING AFTER ALL THESE YEARS
DO YOU RECALL HOW UNCERTAINTY HAD MADE YOU FEEL…
I STILL REMEMBER THE WAITING AFTER ALL THESE YEARS
I STILL RECALL HOW UNCERTAINTY HAD ME FEEL…..
OH…
Letting Go
(Havrilla/Slowik)
in your eyes I saw pain
the ghosts that haunt from within
I lent my shoulder to rest
the demons ours to tame
you turn your head to look away
you brush your hand against my leg
not even sure you know you did
my body aches for you to stay
I saw smoke but you shield my eyes from the fire
I was scared & lost but still I felt desire
I WAS HAPPY TO WALK LIFE'S PATH ALONE
WITHOUT YOU I WOULD HAVE NEVER KNOWN
NOW I'VE FOUND WHAT TRUE LOVE'S ALL ABOUT
LETTING GO, LETTING IN, LIVING LIFE / WITHOUT DOUBT
innocent not meant to stay
though innocent it began
neither knew how they'd change
funny the tricks fate plays
I saw smoke but you shield my eyes from the fire
I was scared & lost but still I felt desire
I WAS HAPPY TO WALK LIFE'S PATH ALONE
WITHOUT YOU I WOULD HAVE NEVER KNOWN
NOW I'VE FOUND WHAT TRUE LOVE'S ALL ABOUT
LETTING GO, LETTING IN, LIVING LIFE / WITHOUT DOUBT
WITHOUT YOU I WOULD HAVE NEVER KNOWN
NOW I'VE FOUND WHAT TRUE LOVE'S ALL ABOUT
LETTING GO, LETTING IN, LIVING LIFE…